Where'd you go?
1:13 am
Music: I miss you - Blink 182
The train was so packed and I was not sure whether I was able to find a seat. Out of nowhere, I saw an empty seat next to this mid-thirty's malay man. So I just sat next to him. The train ride took approximately 28 minutes. I fell asleep so many times. I could literally feel my jaw drop and thank heavens I did not snore. Jamal and I got to KLIA around the same time.
We then had breakfast with his parents and brother at Cafe Bro (something) We had two types of tea, English Breakfast and earl grey,chocolate croissant, butter croissant and a turkey sandwich. After breakfast, we made our way to the gate. We said our goodbyes and hugged. To be honest, I was sad, really sad. I wanted to cry but I told myself that I could not cry in front of Jamal. He did mention that he wanted this to be a "happy" thing and not a "sad" thing.
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I got a ride back from Pak Din. So I was in the car with Aziq. I drank two cups of tea during breakfast. After sending Jamal off, I had gone to the toilet. I thought "ok pee'd here, maybe I wont pee later". I thought wrong... On our way back, we were on the highway and it was jammed! Suddenly I had that familiar feeling in my bladder. Uh owh, I felt like peeing. So I had to swallow my pride and asked Aziq whether we could stop at the nearest petrol station so that I could run to the little girls' room. Apparently the nearest petrol station was already near my house. My bladder felt like exploding but we reached the petrol station right on time, Luckily...
It was hard... It was hard to say goodbye.
I cant believe it was only 1 year and 6 months ago, we were talking about flying off to study in UK together. We did it. It is finally happening. After months of waiting , here we are. We have gone through so much over this period of time that we have been together and I regret nothing. Even though I will be joining Jamal soon, I still feel sad... Nevertheless, I can not wait to be back in his arms. Can not wait to be by his side.
SJY
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